Make a stupid decision early morning today, regret on what i had done again. Just wish that i never do so. Cried when i jump back to my bed, very upset to what i done. This is like what happen back to 2001. Is just the question and the situation is abit diff.
Somehow.. take me a whole nite to decide that .. Like i said ..a 30% chances .. but what is in my heart is less than that. Coz i noe, that u havent ready for another relationship.. chances for me is seriously very very low. Yet .. that prove that my sense still kinda good. Neway .. i try to prove myself is wrong .. so i take that move.
Like what i can sure, this is love at 1st sight. Coz i feel nothing when i 1st see u. After a long chat that nite .. i just felt that kinda nice having u around, u noe .. when i can feel dat care and attention that i hardly get .. and .. argh .. i cant get it in words .. u noe, when comes to a feeling .. is so hard to get it right by words. I hope i can touch ur heart and .. i can make u feel the love. U might dun feel it from me, coz what i alwiz do .. is bout inner side which not so obvious.. keep all the rumours away .. which i prefer to do so .. keep in low profile ? sigh ..
Neway .. i regret on what i had done .. Here to say .. I really sorry. Truly sorry.. for asking that kinda of question. I feel very terrible .. whenever i asked .. and i will feel terrible on my decision .. i guess.. is coz i got rejected and i scare that will ruin the whole frenship ? I hope .. this wont .. i cant afford of any of those happen again ..
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